Ahh, the start of a new semester. I'm excited to see how this one will turn out. This week I have been ill to the point of immobility, without a car, and without a cell phone. I have been incredibly dependent on others. Its funny, when I thought I was independent enough to be without any assistance, everything crashes! Sometimes I will go into this anti-friend mode. I think its because I either keep people down or hold them up on a pedestal, until they disappoint me. And those who are down really have no realistic hopes of rising to my apparently high standards of grace. I just decide "fine then, I will pack my shit and move into another life." Of course I'm restricted by school. It makes me wonder. Will I actually do that some day? Will I ever be free of restriction enough to say hmm... lets go. I hope that one day I have the guts to just take off! Maybe live in a foreign country or something.
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